oh my goodness.

my time here is already almost over! i just realized that its december.

circus today:

okay. not great. i am getting frustrated again. in silks (granted it was after conditioning and flexibility classes), i feel like i should have more endurance. how come i get so tired so quickly? also, i feel like i should have more strength. those straddle inversions are the bane of my aerial existence.
(i feel like i have more to say here. im struggling with how to put my questions or concerns about my training without making it sound like i'm complaining... i'll try later when i feel more articulate)

also, something new that i've realized, now that i am moving to more advanced moves.. there is a certain spatial awareness that i am lacking. when i drop i just hold on for dear life and go. but i should be more aware of what my body is doing (which way it is turning, when i am facing up or down, etc). 

repetition repetition...